May 20, 2009

Where Am I???


I am to the point where I do not care about anything anymore. I can now brush shit off, I do not care about what other people think/perceive me. It has all changed now.....life begins again May 20, 2009....The day after. Sure life may have changed a long time beforehand but now reality sets in and I have to face the facts.....face the music....live it.

This song really makes a lot of sense to me now....songs always mean something different for different people but this time I am really like "wow shes got me 100% right now"



You caught me without a warning You know you scarred me, & you thought id never love again.
Shoulda been a man for me,
Coulda held it down for me, but you left me blowing in the wind.
If it doesn't make me weaker, It'll make me stronger
Cause you're no longer... you'll no longer have control.

Sparks from the flame brings back a memory,
A scar still remains from what you did to me. No coming back you can forget it,
Knowing in your heart you shouldn'tve let it... go.
Can't take it back cause now I'm past the pain,
You only have yourself to blame. Lay in the bed that u chose to make, Let this house burn down in a blaze.

I gotta give it to u, took only one time to fool me But you'll never get that chance again.
Promised myself that I won't let u pull me under,
How I keep getting up I know it makes u wonder.
If it doesn't make me weaker, It'll make me stronger
Cause your no longer... you'll no longer have control.

Sparks from the flame brings back a memory,
A scar still remains from what you did to me.
No coming back you can forget it,
Knowing in your heart you shouldn'tve let it... go.
Can't take it back cause now I'm past the pain,
You only have yourself to blame.
Lay in the bed that u chose to make,
Let this house burn down in a blaze

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